We're moving
forward. We're turning a new corner. Ever notice what happens when you
turn a corner? You can no longer see what was behind you. It's gone.
What lies ahead might be new, exciting, and hold great possibilities,
but there is still that little bit of sadness that surfaces when we
leave something behind.
I'm sure that you
are sensing that I'm not talking about driving a car or riding a
bicycle around the block. Last week, we started something new during
our family devotional time each evening. Each time we participate in
it, I am moved. I feel sad that we have left something behind and
thrilled that we have moved into a new world, a good place, for sure,
with great possibilities, but, all the same, it means that we've left
something behind.
"So what is this
great milestone?" you ask. It may not sound like that big of a deal to
some, but it brings tears to this mama's eyes. Eric and I are no longer
reading the Bible story to our children each night. Lukas is reading
it. Not every night, but some nights. Tonight was one of those
nights. He has a Growing Reader Phonics Bible that
we bought him for Christmas. Each story gets progressively more
difficult throughout the Bible adding more sounds and more challenging
words. It is perfect for a young reader. Of course, I expected him to
start at the beginning where the easier stories are, but he did just
fine the other night reading about David and Goliath, which is well into
the middle. I can't believe that he is able to do this.
We have
definitely turned a corner, and there will be no looking back. It is
like the corner you turn when you graduate from high school or college.
It is like the corner you turn when you get married. It's like the
corner you turn when you choose to have your first child. They were all
great corners to turn, and this is too, and really so much smaller in
comparison. I know it's a good thing. It's a great thing! I am so
proud of Lukas, but I also know that he is growing up so quickly and
right before my eyes. I know, that is very cliche, but it is also very
true.
Sometimes I wish
there was a way to freeze frame our lives so that they were little
forever, but, of course, that is not what I really want. I love that
they are growing, learning, and changing almost every day. That's what
motherhood is all about, watching them grow, teaching them new things,
expanding their horizons and giving them the best chance for success in a
difficult world. But...at times like this all I can think about is my
little, helpless baby boy snuggled in my arms. What happened to days
spent like that? Hmmmm...I guess we turned that corner a long, long
time ago, but it doesn't seem like it at all. It truly seems like it
was just yesterday.
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